band camp band camp!!! :D
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Monday, September 24, 2007
i better quickly write another post to cover up for my previous post which was super emo, emo, EMO!!! ><
well u know, when its late in the night, and u have nth to do, u tend to start to think alot. hahahaha.
so to ppl who read my previous entry.. nothing is wrong! i juz merely led my thoughts run a little too wildly! (:
thanks for the concern! hahahaha!
anyway, a little update about myself! (whether or not u wanna see! LOL!)
well, lately its either band or work alrdy. finally received my name tag and uniform from b.a.b.w! the uniform took some time cos they didnt have sizes for guys, well mainly cos the staff in b.a.b.w used to be all girls before i came in..! haha.
there was a party today in b.a.b.w today! the new rule in the shop is to get all staff on that day to be involved in the birthday party..! so we had to like sing our shop's specialised birthday song to the birthday kid. still not really sure about how the song goes but its rather fun! :) new trainees coming in this week! and i'm only working two days this week.. tues, 4pm-10pm and sun, 4pm-10pm.. ><
thats abt it.. can't wait for band camp..! and payday! x))
well u know, when its late in the night, and u have nth to do, u tend to start to think alot. hahahaha.
so to ppl who read my previous entry.. nothing is wrong! i juz merely led my thoughts run a little too wildly! (:
thanks for the concern! hahahaha!
anyway, a little update about myself! (whether or not u wanna see! LOL!)
well, lately its either band or work alrdy. finally received my name tag and uniform from b.a.b.w! the uniform took some time cos they didnt have sizes for guys, well mainly cos the staff in b.a.b.w used to be all girls before i came in..! haha.
there was a party today in b.a.b.w today! the new rule in the shop is to get all staff on that day to be involved in the birthday party..! so we had to like sing our shop's specialised birthday song to the birthday kid. still not really sure about how the song goes but its rather fun! :) new trainees coming in this week! and i'm only working two days this week.. tues, 4pm-10pm and sun, 4pm-10pm.. ><
thats abt it.. can't wait for band camp..! and payday! x))
Sunday, September 23, 2007
nth can express my emotions now,
i'm really really at a lost,
tears fill up day by day,
but they don't seem to flow...
does this mean that i have to continue suffering this hurt?
does this mean that i have to continue lying to myself?
when will the day come when i can juz cry the way i want,
be it for sadness or juz because i'm in pain?
everyday i try my best,
but always end up failing,
I use to think it was all part and parcel of life till,
i realised that i never succeeded before,
so i gave up.
each passing day,
is just but another day of unspoken thoughts.
each passing day,
is just but another day wasted away.
when will the day come?
darkness overlooms and,
i turn around in bed.
thinking,
thinking..
just to hope to have a glance,
in that imaginary world of mine again
but,
it is all but just a dream,
unrealistic.
so i gave up.
i'm really really at a lost,
tears fill up day by day,
but they don't seem to flow...
does this mean that i have to continue suffering this hurt?
does this mean that i have to continue lying to myself?
when will the day come when i can juz cry the way i want,
be it for sadness or juz because i'm in pain?
everyday i try my best,
but always end up failing,
I use to think it was all part and parcel of life till,
i realised that i never succeeded before,
so i gave up.
each passing day,
is just but another day of unspoken thoughts.
each passing day,
is just but another day wasted away.
when will the day come?
darkness overlooms and,
i turn around in bed.
thinking,
thinking..
just to hope to have a glance,
in that imaginary world of mine again
but,
it is all but just a dream,
unrealistic.
so i gave up.
B.A.B.W 2007!!Sunday, September 16, 2007
managed to wake up today thanks to my sis who "beated" me up from my deep slumber frm dreamland. was playing piano with her into the middle of the night till 3plus am lah, and she woke me up at 7am with that big tight slap on my leg. pain T-T
left for vivo after that for B.A.B.W (Build A Bear Workshop) meeting which would start at 830am. reached at around 815am and grabbed a stick of taiwan sausage frm one of the food stalls there cos I missed breakfast while rushing out of house. meeting today was rather serious. management mentioned abt how we shld work and the upcoming events that our shop will be participating in. the next BIG event would be Halloween! we had to come up with a costume each and wear it during that day!!! hahahahahahaa. can't wait for that day to come lah.. wonder what i will be appearing in.. hmmm.. lol!
meeting ended ard 930am and everyone started taking out cameras to take photos! its like a trend that once a meeting ends, its photo-taking session. hahahahaha. how fun can my job be! will upload the photos for all to see once i receive them! :D
after photo-taking session was breakfast! went over to habourfront mall for toast and teh. i think now then i know why my "mummy" likes teh so much! :D i'm like suddenly in love with tea related products suddenly now lah! not forgetting my old time fav, yuan yang! (coffee + tea) x)
hope i get the photos real soon! can't wait to show everyone my new loves! come visit me at vivo's B.A.B.W when u all have the time! :D
left for vivo after that for B.A.B.W (Build A Bear Workshop) meeting which would start at 830am. reached at around 815am and grabbed a stick of taiwan sausage frm one of the food stalls there cos I missed breakfast while rushing out of house. meeting today was rather serious. management mentioned abt how we shld work and the upcoming events that our shop will be participating in. the next BIG event would be Halloween! we had to come up with a costume each and wear it during that day!!! hahahahahahaa. can't wait for that day to come lah.. wonder what i will be appearing in.. hmmm.. lol!
meeting ended ard 930am and everyone started taking out cameras to take photos! its like a trend that once a meeting ends, its photo-taking session. hahahahaha. how fun can my job be! will upload the photos for all to see once i receive them! :D
after photo-taking session was breakfast! went over to habourfront mall for toast and teh. i think now then i know why my "mummy" likes teh so much! :D i'm like suddenly in love with tea related products suddenly now lah! not forgetting my old time fav, yuan yang! (coffee + tea) x)
hope i get the photos real soon! can't wait to show everyone my new loves! come visit me at vivo's B.A.B.W when u all have the time! :D
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Stayed at home the whole day today!
Really had to make use of this opportunity cos the days ahead might really be busy for me.
Wed - work at 10am-4pm, after that have to head to school by 530pm for ensemble practice
Thurs - work at 11am - 5pm
Fri - band at 630pm - 9pm
Sat - work meeting at 830am!!! After which I dunno what time the meeting will end, and then I'll be working at 4pm - 10pm that day! What can I do from thetimemymeetingends till 4pm!?!?! Someone come down keep me company? please? :p
Sun - working frm 4pm - 10pm
Well.. thats basically my week planned out for the moment, but I guess there won't be major changes done to it as I dun see room for any entertainment. maybe can meet friends before work, if not there won't be much of a chance to hangout with them this week.
work, work, work, keeps my busy from my troubles and keeps me away from thinking too much.... emo haiz
Really had to make use of this opportunity cos the days ahead might really be busy for me.
Wed - work at 10am-4pm, after that have to head to school by 530pm for ensemble practice
Thurs - work at 11am - 5pm
Fri - band at 630pm - 9pm
Sat - work meeting at 830am!!! After which I dunno what time the meeting will end, and then I'll be working at 4pm - 10pm that day! What can I do from thetimemymeetingends till 4pm!?!?! Someone come down keep me company? please? :p
Sun - working frm 4pm - 10pm
Well.. thats basically my week planned out for the moment, but I guess there won't be major changes done to it as I dun see room for any entertainment. maybe can meet friends before work, if not there won't be much of a chance to hangout with them this week.
work, work, work, keeps my busy from my troubles and keeps me away from thinking too much.... emo haiz
Sunday, September 09, 2007
As usual, worked again today. hahahaha.
reported to work at 12pm today. the shop was relatively busy today due to the weekends but work still don't seem to be work, it was more of fun there. heh! anyway, attended to a really damn cute girl today! :D she was like damn happy making her bear lah, but at the same time she was very VERY shy. so CUTE lah! hahahhaa! then when she gets all shy, she will run behind her mothers legs and hide, then take a peek. the cutest thing she did was that when she left the shop holding her bear, she turned and wave goodbye to me!!! lolx! >_<
Of all days, i really think today was the day where i saw the personalities of different kids. there were like really rich kids, they will be damn proud, like princesses, they order u around one leh!!! and they speak super fluent english, that some parts, u oso won't understand and lastly, they talk talk talk, non-stop!!! NOISY ahhh!! =X secondly, there will be those very shy kids. for these kids, u tell them to do smth, they will stare at u.. then shy shy look away or run to their mummies.. then forever, they are found behind their mother's legs. lolx! well, there are many many more, but lazy to list them all out! hahahaa!
anyway, today has been another fun day at the shop, working again tmr at 4pm till 10pm. tired but happy! (:
a few more days till band! then i can see everyone again! miss them loads! :D
reported to work at 12pm today. the shop was relatively busy today due to the weekends but work still don't seem to be work, it was more of fun there. heh! anyway, attended to a really damn cute girl today! :D she was like damn happy making her bear lah, but at the same time she was very VERY shy. so CUTE lah! hahahhaa! then when she gets all shy, she will run behind her mothers legs and hide, then take a peek. the cutest thing she did was that when she left the shop holding her bear, she turned and wave goodbye to me!!! lolx! >_<
Of all days, i really think today was the day where i saw the personalities of different kids. there were like really rich kids, they will be damn proud, like princesses, they order u around one leh!!! and they speak super fluent english, that some parts, u oso won't understand and lastly, they talk talk talk, non-stop!!! NOISY ahhh!! =X secondly, there will be those very shy kids. for these kids, u tell them to do smth, they will stare at u.. then shy shy look away or run to their mummies.. then forever, they are found behind their mother's legs. lolx! well, there are many many more, but lazy to list them all out! hahahaa!
anyway, today has been another fun day at the shop, working again tmr at 4pm till 10pm. tired but happy! (:
a few more days till band! then i can see everyone again! miss them loads! :D
Friday, September 07, 2007
A quick entry b4 I head down to work again.. yes, again
Supposed to work for three times this week actually.. but now, I'm working FIVE! hahahaha. But I don't mind lah, working environments good, pay rather high, enjoy working there! (: Stock of the shop came in yesterday, making almost everyone work like s**t =X The US had not enough stock to send over yesterday so we had to take stock from india. In the end, the boxes were either delivered dented or wet.. yeesh! the stocks inside were not perfect either, some skins appeared to have green patches and yeeling had to like call the dua tau (big boss) to come down to check the stock over again. u can imagine how much we "acted" with all the big bosses coming down suddenly! =X But luckily they were kind and not that scary as we thought they would be (: Stocks have not been cleared finish till now.. thats why they called me back today to help clear those stock. They need manpower, and I mean MAN-power. lolx!
Went to watch Ratatouille after work! :D Nice show lah.. Remy is cute. hahahaha.. (:
Supposed to work for three times this week actually.. but now, I'm working FIVE! hahahaha. But I don't mind lah, working environments good, pay rather high, enjoy working there! (: Stock of the shop came in yesterday, making almost everyone work like s**t =X The US had not enough stock to send over yesterday so we had to take stock from india. In the end, the boxes were either delivered dented or wet.. yeesh! the stocks inside were not perfect either, some skins appeared to have green patches and yeeling had to like call the dua tau (big boss) to come down to check the stock over again. u can imagine how much we "acted" with all the big bosses coming down suddenly! =X But luckily they were kind and not that scary as we thought they would be (: Stocks have not been cleared finish till now.. thats why they called me back today to help clear those stock. They need manpower, and I mean MAN-power. lolx!
Went to watch Ratatouille after work! :D Nice show lah.. Remy is cute. hahahaha.. (:
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
First official day of work ytd! :D
Reported at 4pm and was taught how to do stuffing straight away (I was supposed to be in-charged of the stuffing area for ytd lah! So fast!!!) Immediately started "training" for stuffing.. was damn scary at first lah.. my first try FAILED cos I lost control of the bear and then all the fluff came "flying" out! Hahaha! In the end had to sweep the floor.. clean up all the fluff.. luckily that time not alot of customers ahh! heng ahh.. =X
Yee ling (my supervisor) then decided to make me practice by giving me unstuffed dolls.. then TAA-DAA!!! I master the "Art of Stuffing"!!! :D wahahahahahaaha...
The rest of the day was juz mostly on greeting customers (must greet LOUD LOUD one u know!) and then attending to customers at the "Choose Me" and "Stuff Me" sides. After "mastering" stuffing, my first customer were a chinese couple from china, my second customer was a korean family! And koreans talk super FAST and their you have to like talk to them.. s-l-o-w-l-y........... zzz..
okay.. thats how my day went BRIEFLY.. haha! Wanna know more, see me then ask me lor! lolx! (:
Reported at 4pm and was taught how to do stuffing straight away (I was supposed to be in-charged of the stuffing area for ytd lah! So fast!!!) Immediately started "training" for stuffing.. was damn scary at first lah.. my first try FAILED cos I lost control of the bear and then all the fluff came "flying" out! Hahaha! In the end had to sweep the floor.. clean up all the fluff.. luckily that time not alot of customers ahh! heng ahh.. =X
Yee ling (my supervisor) then decided to make me practice by giving me unstuffed dolls.. then TAA-DAA!!! I master the "Art of Stuffing"!!! :D wahahahahahaaha...
The rest of the day was juz mostly on greeting customers (must greet LOUD LOUD one u know!) and then attending to customers at the "Choose Me" and "Stuff Me" sides. After "mastering" stuffing, my first customer were a chinese couple from china, my second customer was a korean family! And koreans talk super FAST and their you have to like talk to them.. s-l-o-w-l-y........... zzz..
okay.. thats how my day went BRIEFLY.. haha! Wanna know more, see me then ask me lor! lolx! (:
Monday, September 03, 2007
Went out with jolene today! (:
Had to buy stuffs for work, a red polo tee and a pair of WHITE shoes.. so went out to hunt for them cos I'll be needing them tmr. Met up with jolene at 130pm and first walked around compass point. Was really budgeting lah.. so visit shops like "Bata" >.<" We only stepped into shops like "Converse" to make feel better.. and also for me to teach jolene the "marketing strategies" of shops.. hahaha! Think she got really bored of those! Lolx! =X Headed over to Bugis after that, shopped around blah blah blah.. really got nth better to do but we really walked aimlessly around lah.. window shop, then went down to the arcade to play.. haha! After walking at bugis for like 2+ hours.. decided to head to "Central" @ clarke quay. Bought my red polo tee for $15 at bossini at bugis!
Reached "Central", continued to walk aimlessly.. walk talk walk talk walk and talk somemore.. haha! And and and.. jolene ate ALOT today! She bought snacks everywhere we went lah! From Fried Mars Bars to Chilli Guava (is that how its called!?) Maybe its cos amanda wasn't here with us thats why she ate so much. lolx! =X
Left clarke quay at around 7pm.. jolene had to go to her grandma's house at hougang, so took train back to hougang and took a quick walk at hougang mall, managed to buy my white shoes this time from "Bata", costs me $19.95.. this is the prices u are looking for when you have to go within ur budget and also when u are trying super hard to SAVE! hahaha!
Bought the shirt, bought the shoes, marks the end of my shopping trip! Thanks jolene for accompanying me! :D
Had to buy stuffs for work, a red polo tee and a pair of WHITE shoes.. so went out to hunt for them cos I'll be needing them tmr. Met up with jolene at 130pm and first walked around compass point. Was really budgeting lah.. so visit shops like "Bata" >.<" We only stepped into shops like "Converse" to make feel better.. and also for me to teach jolene the "marketing strategies" of shops.. hahaha! Think she got really bored of those! Lolx! =X Headed over to Bugis after that, shopped around blah blah blah.. really got nth better to do but we really walked aimlessly around lah.. window shop, then went down to the arcade to play.. haha! After walking at bugis for like 2+ hours.. decided to head to "Central" @ clarke quay. Bought my red polo tee for $15 at bossini at bugis!
Reached "Central", continued to walk aimlessly.. walk talk walk talk walk and talk somemore.. haha! And and and.. jolene ate ALOT today! She bought snacks everywhere we went lah! From Fried Mars Bars to Chilli Guava (is that how its called!?) Maybe its cos amanda wasn't here with us thats why she ate so much. lolx! =X
Left clarke quay at around 7pm.. jolene had to go to her grandma's house at hougang, so took train back to hougang and took a quick walk at hougang mall, managed to buy my white shoes this time from "Bata", costs me $19.95.. this is the prices u are looking for when you have to go within ur budget and also when u are trying super hard to SAVE! hahaha!
Bought the shirt, bought the shoes, marks the end of my shopping trip! Thanks jolene for accompanying me! :D
Saturday, September 01, 2007
Back to school..!!! :D
Headed back to montfort today early in the morning cos its TEACHER'S DAY! :D Finally able to meet so many "long-lost" friends that I had not contacted for quite some time.. really happy to see all of them again! (: Also saw lots of teachers and we began to talk about the DAYS in sec sch.. then teachers start to complain about how fed up they can get with the students nowsadays.. haha! Guess we were still considered well-behaved!! lolx! :p Mrs tan-sin brought us around the school, introducing new facilities that the school have now.. its amazing how the school is now.. they have a cafe and also, the principal even setted up a LAN shop in school!!! WHY now..!? Hahaha! Good life right now the students?! (but super pampered and pai kia-ed.. sheesh!) Appearences of friends didn't change much, except for a FEW.. some became more well, handsome, some.. went for ghotic.. O.O" But no matter what, they are all still good friends.. heez~ (:After awhile, ex-bandmates, jeremy, clement, desmond and I decided to VISIT the band room (which was closed). So we juz peeped into the band room and reaslised that they changed the position of the band.. and well, there seems to be a shoe rack outside the band room to place member's shoes now (instead of putting shoes INSIDE the band room which I think took up too much space). Too bad the band room wasn't open.. if not we could go in to play for a while. So, we played OUTSIDE and visited past band practising areas.. lolx!
the corridoor where we used to fall in, have sectionals! (the blue door with the shoe racks outside is the band room! :D)
The Gallery! where we have our sectionals, and also combined practices for woodwind and brass! (residents staying at the opposite side facing our gallery used to complain that we played too loudly during practices! One resident used to be a conductor too!! yeesh!)
clement sim is so PROUD he can finally touch the wall that he bugged us to take a photo of him doing that 'stunt'! lolx!
Didn't went back to primary sch cos we were only allowed to go in at 2pm.. and we were like done at the secondary side at like 12pm?! We were impatient lah.. so we went to compass point to have lunch, at the same time, talking about all sorts of things on the way there in the bus! Really hope I get to see them soon again..! ((:
2nd half of the day was spent with my family!! :D
Reached home at ard 3pm and went to plaza singapura cos my dad wanted to catch "Evan Almighty" as he found that it was a funny show (its only FUNNY shows that he won't fall asleep while watching movies.. =X) The movie was nice! It was funny and at the same time, heart-warming as it also focused on the point of LOVE as a family on how Evan pulled through with his family (especially his wife) even though all the people thought that he is crazy abt building the ark and that he talked with GOD. I give the movie.. well.. 3.5 popcorns out of 5! (: A good movie to watch if u need a good laugh! (man.. I sound like amanda at this part.. hmmm =X)
On the way home at dhouby gout mrt station, bumped into jolene! First thing she did when she saw me, SCREAMED.. (jolene: AHHHH..!), then walked over to me and slapped me on the right shoulder (piak! piak! PIAK! x dunnohowmanytimes), and finally asked why I was there.. haha! I have AMAZING juniors lah.. hahahaha! (amanda muz be so SHOCKED to see me write this.. right RIGHT??!! HAHAHAHAHA!! So TOUCHED! Lolx!)
Well, first day of work tmr! I'll be gg for training at vivo at 4pm at the shop that makes BEARS (I kinda can't remember what the shop name is.. I'll TRY to remember tmr! lolx!) Hopefully it'll be nice working there! (and also with darryl! :D) Come find me!